The Wound of Belief
Were you taught during childhood that there is nothing out there or that you can’t rely on beliefs or religion? Or maybe some trauma occurred, and you thought it happened because God / the Universe wasn’t there for you, but abandoned you. You may have grown up searching for meaning without ever finding it, and today it could be hard to truly believe in anything. You could be great at thinking about your beliefs, but you haven’t discovered what your own beliefs are and might be on a never-ending search. Nothing feels permanent. The purpose of life eludes you, no matter what angle you take. This is a wound of disconnection. You feel disconnected from your beliefs, yet you’re unsure what your beliefs even are. You can’t really figure out ‘what it all means’. Does life feel meaningless and pointless a lot of the time? Maybe you think there is a point to life but you just can’t figure it out. This wound often manifests as someone avoiding thinking about God or a higher power. You feel like is meaningless so you simply stop trying to find any purpose in it. You stop yourself from ‘big picture thinking’. And you may feel bitter that there is nothing out there. Or, you could go to any lengths trying to find meaning. You could research, join religions and take courses, but can never really use the information that you do get constructively. It might feel like nothing assimilates. Or that no one system answers all your questions deep down. It comes with a suffocating feeling, like you’re boxed in by the meaning of life and can’t handle any more restriction.
Your superpower is that you’re psychic. Your relationship to your intuition and your ability to connect to the universe is your strength, allowing you to navigate life guided by a higher power.
